betrayal.

you know the typical high school cliches. you've seen the movies.

bad boy changes for good girl.

miss geek transforms into miss popular.

girls getting backstabbed by their best friends.

the former has happened to me.

to spare the details, basically i found out in the matter 

of one school day that my so-called "bff" was talking behind my back for months.

not that "omg did you see what she wore today?" or "she is acting like such a bitch!"

no. worse. way worse. 

i guess it's true. trust takes years to build and only seconds to shatter.

honestly, discovering her true colors i was in disbelief, yet i wasn't...i had expected it all along.

but that set aside.

this entry isn't intended to be a hate blog against "her".

it's supposed to declare my freedom and hopefully inspire someone else. you would think i felt like shit when i found out the news.

and i did... for a millisecond.

to be honest, though, i feel so alive. so thrilled.

i feel like a whole new person.

i'm ready to redefine myself as a person and take advantage of this opportunity.

unconsciously i've been looking for a way out for months.

and now i have found it.

i'm free.

and it feels so good.

one must always remember: stay true to yourself, because very few will stay true to you...

oh. and to the girl who chose to stab me in the back: stay fake. you always were.